"I feel as though… My mind needs to spill. Every so often, our minds become full of pointless stress, useless assumptions and doubts. I'm sitting at the edge of my bed, sleepless, mind consumed with these things beyond my control, yet still they sit there, mocking my sanity.
I feel as though words themselves are meaningless. utterances of someone saying "I love you" means nothing when a second later, they are in the arms of another saying the exact same thing.
We eat up these things that other people say, and silently and full-heartedly believe them, despite every corner of our minds flashing, telling us everything we grow to love about our friends, our families, the people we love, can instantly change tomorrow as though you did not know them at all. . .
My only true conclusion is that life is sporadic. Life is jagged. just when you feel like you are getting used to one thing, life splinters you to remind you that the ways of life are on no one's side. And that human beings are simply… MADE to change and to hurt the things around them."
— Destry Moore

okay well
for no apparent reason
i'm single again
so
i'm not going
to even
just. . .
fuck.
brb guys.

: GIZMO